Of spoons and people!

I haven’t been on blogging land very much the past few weeks, but there is a good reason for that; I have been working on a collaborative project with the amazing Rarasaur and I am so very pleased to share our very first video for Ra’s new YouTube show!

Welcome to The Frightfully Wondrous Show with Ra Avis!

We could certainly use your love and support with this first video! Here are three things you can do to help support your local dinosaur:

  • Subscribe to our YouTube channel!
  • Watch the video and if you liked it, hit that thumbs up like button!
  • And please share the video everywhere!

And if you want to directly support Ra, you can become a patrondactyl over at her Patreon! Your donations will be put back into the show to help make it better!

And leave us feedback! We want to hear from you! If there are things you thought that could be improved, let us know and we will work on it. We want to make this the best show we can and I feel we are off to a fine start!

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Could not say it better. Listen to Deb and think before making disparaging comments! And a warning, do not ever disrespect any of my friends.

The Monster in Your Closet


When you leave comments on my posts attacking my friends, I’ll move your comments to my trash can and block you!

I testified in front of a wealthy pedophile when I was barely old enough to tie my shoes. If you tell me the U.S. justice system is just or that people punished by it must have deserved punishment (while those wealthy who walk free must be innocent), I will laugh … and I will trash your comments in accord with my post, “Your comment, meet my trash can.”

If you have any concerns with this, please go ahead and reflect upon this music video.

And then go eff yourself.

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#Somethingist Unfinished

This is for a fun 30 day challenge that you can read about here on Rarasaur.com. So if all works out, you guys should get a post per day from me! Yay (said none of you, lol)

Did you know I have tried writing a fiction novel? Turns out I am fairly rubbish at writing, who knew (probably everyone of you). For my ‘unfinished’ I wanted to share links to previous posts for my werewolf novel.

Before I share the links, here are a few fun facts about this novel:

  • I deliberately wrote it vague, never mentioning werewolves — I wanted to see how much of the story I could leave unsaid but still be inferred. I was very happy to see that many of the readers at the time were able to correctly guess werewolves.
  • One of the reasons I let the story die (other than the fact I suck at writing), is I realized I had no central conflict. I had some interesting ideas, but without a central conflict there is no story.
  • For me, werewolves > vampires. Of course now the big thing is zombies. Maybe one day werewolves will get their time in the moon!
  • Speaking of the moon. In my werewolf lore, werewolves are not bound by the full moon. They can switch forms at will, however if they do not change to wolf form at least once every 30 days, then every day after that they run the risk of an uncontrolled change. Ancient werewolves chose to transform around the full moon as the light was better and it was an easy way to keep track of 30 days passing.


Here are the links:




When I was young

my soul felt pain,

So I built walls.

It worked.

I kept people out,

And I felt no pain,

But it worked too well.

It kept out everyone,

Even those I love.

And then to my discovery,

These high walls,

Also kept me in.

So now my soul is locked away

And feels no pain.

And feels no love.

But it still feels,

So very alone.